I... I told you, right? The uh. Memories, I guess that's what to call them, but...

[ He rubs a hand over his face. He's been way more into focusing on the cool parts of what he sees, the magic and the warm happy feelings. The person he is feels... underwhelming, in comparison. ]

I'm... I'm old in 'em. Not always, but more often than not. That's... that's how it feels, at least.